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People are talking something about a girl
Just one more girl
A girl that have killed herself
She's far away from home

Oh I know what it feels
when you just can't still keep on breathing
when you feel so unreal
when you wake up and think that you’re still dreaming

There's no tears in her eyes
There's no blood running into the night
And I just have one wish:
Oh girl, tell me why?



I still hear people talking,
And I just can't hear them anymore!
Cause they couldn’t see that she feels like a whore,
Just because she doesn't cry and she doesn't scream
Remember that that's not enough for me to want to still be here
"Oh my love, I wanna let you know
There I'm going just because you went
You left me here, alone and cold
I feel nothing in this fucking world"


"No darlings, you won't see my blood
I'm dying, hanging myself
Don't try to understand my causes
Because I know that you'll never think about me in hell!
"I die alone in the bathroom
When everybody's home, in my home
A boy has found me. Oh! "She's not breathing." ( I'm not breathing)
A boy has found me. Oh! "She never used to cry or scream"


You'll never know what real pain is
Coming around the world, like a shadow on the grave


I've dreamed so much
I’ve loved you so much, like you’ve never deserved
You said "nevermind" and I went home
And in that moment I felt like I've been walking alone


All your lies are suffocating me
All your fucking lies are killing me
It feels like your hands are in my throat
And for a moment I feel like you never gone


I wrote this letter, it's about a girl
And it doesn't matter
If I never met her at all

I’ve just heard people talking about a suicide
And I remembered: “I want to die!”

She slowly opened the last door
She slowly closed the last door
She's not crying ... just on the inside
What she felt, she has hidden all these time
All the love’s so far away: no boy, no home, no hope, no escape

Water’s running, she can't even hear the sound
She looks at the mirror and finds herself alone
Look around and see… what did you find?
Something that put an end in her life

An impulsive feeling makes her eyes see
"A way to die quickly and these wouldn’t be so bad"
NO, NO, NO!
I've screamed to you that you haven't got to go
But, oh girl, we never knew

Maybe some times we said "hello"
but I was so blind that I couldn't see your empty soul

When you looked at the mirror I know what you've seen:
"No love, no home, no one to hug me; I'm so sick and tired,
I've got to run away and end my life"

"I feel like no one is missing me here. Maybe I'm wrong
People see me laughing and they think that's real.
Oh they're so blind"

Oh sweet girl they would never mind
that the only thing that's real is the pain inside

I'm gonna tell you a secret, please don't tell it to anyone:
when I feel like I’m dying inside, when I'm feeling so alone
I pick up a knife or a razorblade
I make the razor crawl deep into my arms
and the blood flows, my blood is running away from me
and in that time I'm feel so free
Oh sweet girl, that's our reality

I miss you, I really do
it's so strange…
Oh I feel like I’ve never meet you.
Maybe it's only my sickness talking
but I feel you around when I'm walking!
No fake smiles, no more lies
he said "nevermind" and my sweet girl said "goodbye"